An insider’s account of gay high society in pre-Stonewall New York City—now back in print!
Young, intelligent, and handsome, Alan Helms left a brutal midwestern childhood for New York City in 1955 and soon became an object of desire in a gay underground scene frequented by, among many others, Noel Coward, Leonard Bernstein, and Marlene Dietrich. In this vivid and sensitive account, Helms describes the psychological and physical toll of being a sex object.
Young, intelligent, and handsome, Alan Helms left a brutal midwestern childhood for New York City in 1955. Denied a Rhodes scholarship because of his sexual orientation, he soon became an object of desire in a gay underground scene frequented by, among many others, Noel Coward, Leonard Bernstein, and Marlene Dietrich. In this unusually vivid and sensitive account, Helms describes the business of being a sex object and its psychological and physical toll.
Alan Helms is professor of literature at the University of Massachusetts, Boston.
Riveting.
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New York Times Book Review
Extraordinary and elegantly written. A record of a gay world that has virtually disappeared over the past twenty-five years of liberation and fifteen years of AIDS.
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Boston Globe
A beautifully written memoir. Helms sped through the celebrity-packed fast lanes, lost friends to AIDS and much of his hair, but he has learned how to stand back and get some perspective.
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Los Angeles Times
Sublimely funny, engaging, pathetic, highly literary, and painful to read. Helms seems like a gay Everyman whose quest for self-knowledge, respect, and contentment in this contemptuous world mirrors that of many other marginalized people.